broken heart

im in pain
fall in love with a girl that doesnt love me
lol
finally i know the feel that wanna cut myself
i promise myself wont think too much
but i cant
i dono wat to do
im very blur..
but i know i will stand up someday
and do the things that i have to do..

一辈子两个人在一起　
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语　
只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离　
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲　
你说最美的爱情叫回忆
为何连分手都不跟我争吵　
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平恨难消情难灭梦难了心难过　
你却放手
一了百了
离开我你说是为了我好　
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了
没有大不了　
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了　
何必再继续彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱　
从今就一了百了

birthday

this is a late post bout my birthday

the people that wishes me:







leng leng









rara

poh yan


teng teng



tiramixu




anna


my birthday party in voodoo ipoh.


with ah yan

with melissa

with ah qian

with joey

with nichole

with cici

with vicky

tracy andsiew mei

best bro chris

my real bro david

bro in ipoh,kent

making a wish




thx for those people that accompany me for that day..

and my bro in kl..

thx for ur over rm300 meal..

pls take good care of urself..

peace..

听见有人叫你宝贝

听见有人叫你宝贝


你问我为什么不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉
不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
你不必在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝

its all over

its over...
really over??
or not relly over???
i also dono..
damn busy working..
damn tiring...
so many things float in my mind..
summore failed my exam..
sucks...
my life become sucks..
why do i become like this..
i also dono..

Bye Bye

going training soon..
so will not saw me for half year..
i think is good that can start a new life..
forget all those sad things..
thx for those frens that accompany me this few days..
i love u all..
so...i stop here..
bye....

DONOE

this few day
i dono wat happen with me
suddenly happy suddenly sad
emo come gain..
maybe stress
i also dono
i dono wat am i writing
i dono why am i doin so
i juz know
happy day going to end soon
very soon..
i got lots to say
but i dono how to say
no one listen to me
frens,good fren,best fren
are like far far away from me
alone walking on my road
no one understand me
i feel very useless now..
im juz a rubbish
no one like me..

p.s.
i think i like 1 girl
but i think i wont chase that girl
coz wont have good ending
i don wan to waste her time
i don wan to hurt her up
and im not mature enough
i will juz put her in my heart.
she happy i happy


oh ya..hey von..
finally u can read my blog..
cheerrss!!