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2 weeks

its already 2 weeks that we broke up...
and i think we changed a lot...
theres no more sweet but juz argue...
and i know its my fault..
coz keep argue with u....
sometimes i feels like dieing...
coz this time really hurt me too much...
i gave you all my heart...
and now my whole heart is bleeding..
i feels like im going to hurt myself....
so that i know im still alive with the pain...
or maybe can someone drunk me up???
JD+beers? redwine + beers? graveyard???5 bucket of beers?
if anyonefeels wanna drunk me up...
pls call me...anytime..anyplace...
u pay the money...
i pay my life....

Broken Hearts

baby...today is 5th of september...
and u know today is wat day?
its our 3rd month aniversarry..
and we broke up the day before this...
although im asking u to letting me go...
but then do u know i really suffer when im saying that...
and now its all over...its over...
I LOVE YOU STILL BABY..
i have no more chance to cook ur favorite mushroom soup and carbonara again..
i have no more chance to hugs u when u're cool..
i have no more chance to kiss you..
i wont forget our memories together..
and now im leaving u d...
pls do take care of urself...
i really hope that u wont luan shui anymore...
this is a last things that baby hope...
i dono when will u saw this text..
but when u saw it..pls think back of our times..
I LOVE U AND SORRY FOR WAT I DID..
goodbye baby...
9.20pm 5th october 2009
by mehmeh..
with a broken heart..its still bleeding..